Keeping count.....

It once used to be something exciting,having something to look forward to......
then days passed by.... now you u just wonder if its worth keeping an endless count!
People change,things change.......you change.....No matter how hard u try to believe it doesn't!
And now, the once important count, may not matter as much.


Do you still continue coz it still matters and have just a tiny pinch of hope?....or do you make yourself believe its just an endless journey of time?!?
..........hey let go already!!!!!

PS.this is written by a very close friend on the day she tried to give up on counting..

Before

I haven't felt like this before,
I haven't been afraid like this before,
I haven't tried to hide before,
I haven't felt this lonely before,
I haven't given up before...


Cum to think of it I haven't been in luv before........

Questions

Sitting here in the shade of a tree,
I think of what these few months have put me through,
Or is it the other way around?
Well its a question I have to find an answer to,
But how do I?
Now its a new question.
Do I have to find an answer to this too?
One more question,
What if i don't want answers at all?
Another question............

Now come to think of it life is full of questions,
I just need find the answers to all of them,
But is life worth that????????

Anthing

I would give anything to just to see your eyes.
I would give anything to just to see you smile.
I would give anything to just to hear your voice.
I would give anything to just to hold u once.

But the thing is I have nothing to give but my life,
And i know thats not worth even a glimpse of u..........

Many Thanks

Through u,
I found out how important it is to smile.
Through u,
I found the strength to be happy.
Through u,
I found what it meant to be cared.
Through u,
I found how to cope with my feelings.
Through u,
I found the true meaning to my life....


And when I say this it's from the bottom of my heart.

"THANK YOU THUN"

I know I can't repay you.......but I'll try my best to do so.

Why

I wondered how i got this lucky,
I wondered if this was like what it felt to be happy,
I wondered if this was love......

And now i know that's all true,i wondered correct...
That was luck,
That was what it felt to be happy,
Yeah! that was love............


I have been trying to find what really love was all my life..
Now I know ........Its not give and take...like most of us believe.
Love is keeping the one you love happy at any cost......even giving that person up,
But the real question is how do we know what will make our loved one happy......
Why do we have to take those decisions?......

in vain

I was trying to find something worth living for in my life,
I found her.
She was trying to find someone to share her sorrow,
She found me.
She found a shoulder to lean on,
I found some one who needed me.
And so our friend ship kicked on.......
She poured her sorrow in to me,
I understood her better than anyone,
I heard her voice even in the darkest hours,
and i patiently stood by her.......
Ignoring my feelings,
my emotions,
my thoughts,
my life......
I gave everything i had.

But when she needed a life partner she over looked me and chose some one else...
It didn't matter because i thought she was happy,so i was too........
Hoping one day she will come running in to my arms,understanding what she really means to me.
And so i wait......in vain.