Left Out

I try to do the best,hoping that it will bring happines,
but in the process I do it all wrong and all it brings unhealable wounds.
So do i live on like this trying to do the best?
Or do i just go with the flow happly smilling,
while underneath its bleeding like hell????????

I never thought i'll become a coward,
hiding under my own grief.

Yeah! I can fight..................but not my battles.
Yeah! I know whats right...............but not with me.
Yeah! I can Share.................but not my feelings.

And the funny part is nobody knows or even suspects about,
the battle going inside me.......
Am i that good of an actor?............
Or am i just not important enough to be cared about?............
Or am i just left out...............