Need

I believed that i was happy,

I believed that i was strong,

I believed that i was a fighter......

But i'm not......

I was never strong enough,

I could never cope with my feelings,

I just try to hide them, ignore them or forget them.....

But now i know.......

That hiding from my feelings creats more complications in my life....

Yeah!!!

I need to change,

I need to become stronger,

I need to cope with my feelings,

And I need to do it alone.

But knowing what i need dosen't mean that i can do it..